Hospital, Birthday and X-mas Tree

Me not knowing Matt had taken a photo!
Connor eating his dinner

Connor looking at the tree

Connor running

Our tree, and the cone trees on the window!

I had my hospital app on Wednesday, i did my blows and as i had a chesty cough i didn't think they would be that good, i was thinking they would have gone down if anything but when i did them i was so happy with them. after my i.v's 4 weeks ago they were at 42% and on the 10th they were at 46%!!!! my weight didn't go up, that was down but only by 0.4kg so nothing really so i was happy with that, and that was with doing my feeds only 1-2 nights a week!

I didn't have my port flushed as i forgot :s

I did have my peg changed for the 1st time, i really didn't know what was going to happen as i was out of it when they put it in, anyway i had to wait like an hour for my nurse to come and do it as there was only 3 people in my hospital that could do it.

when she pulled it out it had all this brown still on the end (bit from my belly) and it didn't look nice at all! and it hurt when she pulled it out, she said it was coz there was little rigged bits on it to stop it from falling out when the ball has burst, it didn't hurt to much when she put the new one back in so that was ok, don't have to be done again for another 6 months.

It was my birthday on Thursday and i got lots of money and that was about it....not really much to say about it, i didn't go anywhere for it or do anything think for it....I'm just another year older now.

We put up our X-mas tree at the weekend, it looks good i think and Connor likes it so i think its ok, I'm going to get alot more bits for it in the Jan sales for next year, i already buy x-mas cards and wrapping paper in the sales anyway as it save alot of money. i wont have to buy any wrapping paper this time as i have lots left from this year...i have about 6 rolls left lol

Anyway back to the tree it is dark green but at night looks black, its a 6 foot one but its not to wide so its just right i think, i have done it all silver, black, white and like a gray silver colour this year but might gets a diff colour for next year...will see what they have left 1st, i also have an angel at the top of the tree and not a star, we always had an angel on ours at home when i was little so i didn't want to change.

I have a few other x-mas bits around the house, one of them 7 light candle things that is in my living room window and a black glitter cone tree and a silver cone tree on the window too, they look really nice but as i say they are very glittery as Connor found out lol.

I have done all my cards and shopping so now i can rest until x-mas now, where going to my mum's x-mas morning and staying for lunch and then we have to go round to Matt's mum's for x-mas afternoon. i would like to just sit with the TV on and rest but we have to go

(they don't have TV on, they play games and open there gifts at 5pm!! where is the fun in that?)

I cant wait until we get our new TV in the new year, it will look really nice, its been hard work saving for it but will be worth it. next on the list is the bathroom so we will start saving for that after the new year.

Connor is 17 months old on boxing day!! nearly a year and a half already!!! time flys all right.

He wont stop playing with the DVD playing, he opens the little draw you put your DVD on and he pulls it up and down! one of these days he will pull it off!

Anyway I'm not sure i will blog again before x-mas so i will say this now,

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Really Bad At This...

I'm so bad at keeping you guys updated to what I'm up to!
Anyway not really much has happened really since the last post...this may be a short one!! lol

I'm going shopping with my mum to moz so that will be cool, not got to long left to buy stuff as Xmas is only 20 days away.

we have got 250 pound so far for our new HD TV in the Jan sales and its all from selling Connors old stuff on eBay or things we don't use or have never liked, my mum is giving us 150 for Xmas and Matt's nan is giving us 100 so we will have 550 so we can get a really nice one.
then we will be saving for either :

A) a king size bed

B) a new bathroom

C) taking the chimney out that's making our living room smaller.

So i think by this time next year we will have got another one sorted.

Its my birthday soon so I'm happy about that but not happy in a way as Matt hasn't got any money to buy me anything :(
oh well last year i only got some PJ's off him, he isn't good at giving things at all really.

i might be having more i.v's b4 Xmas but not sure yet, i will tel you know.

Nutcase and police

Well what can i say...Tuesday night some old guy (late 40's) parked half in my disable bay outside our house even when there where other space's. well when Matt come home at around 9pm they guy was still there so Matt parked half in our bay and half in the road then came in and to get his bank card because he had to put money in the car for me the next day.
He went to the old people (50's) next door as i had seen the guy go there and said can the guy move his car, this guy 1st asked Matt who was disabled becauseMatt didn't look it and me said i was (i was hanging out the window) and then said he was going out for 5 mins and he wanted the car moved by the time he got back so we can park in it.
well the man just lost it and came running out and looked like he was going to start on Matt, the old woman (his sister) pulled him back and so Matt got in the car and drove off, the guy then opened his car door to move it but then turned around and said " fu*k him, he can park down the road, I'm not Fing moving my car for that little c**t!" well because i was hanging out the window i had a go at him and told him to move because he wasn't aloud to be there and he told me to F off!
all this was going on and the lady next door was having a go at us saying they had never had any trouble b4! i said we wasn't making trouble and that it was her brother.

anyway Matt came back and the car was still there so he blocked the guy in and came round the back and i came down to talk to him, just as i got out the back with matt the guy was kicking our door shouting at us to move our car, he was so load i didnt want him to wake connor so i ran to the door opened it and shouted "dont you dare kick my door that that, i have a baby in bed!" he shouted at me "tell your old man to move his car or I'm going to Fing smash it up!" to that i just slammed the door shut.
He started to kick or door in again, so Matt rang the police because we was getting very scared by now as the guy wasn't a small man. i also rang my mum and she and my granddad's gf Cathy came over...fast!
While all this was going on the guy was kicking our door in and shouting at us and his sister (lady next door) was shouting at us to move the car so her brother could leave and that we were being very childish!
well the guy got out and drove off (he didn't hit our car so that was one thing) but as he was driving out of our road my mum and Cathy was there and blocked him in!! my mum was well mad with him because i had told her everything.
They had a row at the top of the road with his guy and they got his number plate and then he got round them and come over to us.
the people next door came out having another go saying that he was being out of order and that Matt was an ass*ole for not moving the car and he said and what if the police would have been called? to which Matt said he had rang the police!
the lady didn't like that at all and started having a go at us again just as my mum got there and told her to shut up lol
the police came and had a chat to us and the lady next door made out the car was only in the bay bu an inch! when he wasn't and that we were making it out to be something that it wasn't and that while they had been there they didn't have any trouble and then we turn up and all hell is set lose!!! (we moved in in Feb and this is the 1st thing that as happened!)
anyway the police said the guy sounded like a nob and that his sister seem to be covering for him and that he believed us! YAY
they got his address off the lady next door and went round to tell him to sort it out and not to park in our bay again!!!!!

the old people next door have not talked to us since....not that i care really!

grrr some people are right nobs really.

Some Photo's Of Connor In His New PJ's

I look really fat in the last one lol, Connor looks cute in all of them!

I Know Myself Better Then You.

When i was at hospital on Wednesday 12th Nov for my week check up of my i.v's and everything i didn't have my normal Dr, anyway this new Dr wasn't very good.

My LF had gone down from 43% to 39% in a week and while i have been doing i.v's! now this is something that isn't ment to happen at all, and coz i have not done my feed for about 2 weeks my weight has gone from 51.8kg to 51.6kg so that's nothing really so that is ok.
Now with my LF, when they started me on i.v's they stopped my septrin pills for the 2weeks and this is why i think my LF has gone down.
from DEC last year to July this year i was very ill and the i.v's didn't seem to be working much until they put me of septrin pills, once they had done that i was out of hospital and my LF went up to 46%!!!!
Now because of all this i think its because I'm not on the pills but the new Dr said that don't make sense but its all there for him in my notes so he should see that the pills did help alot. he said that if next week there not much better then i will have to have my i.v's changed and start another 2 week lot...I'm not happy about that and wont be doing that!
I will say to him that i will start my pills again and see how that is.

I got Matt a i-pod today for Xmas (don't worry he don't read this lol) i also have a few other bits for him so now all i have to do is get about 4 more things and then all my shopping will be done. YAY!
I will then have to start shopping for bits to put on my tree as we only have a few bits and it would look daft if we left it at that!

Connor is walking lots now and he loves it, he has even started to walk to the car from the house with me (holding my hand) he will be running by Xmas I'm sure :D
He is getting very stroppy tho, he takes after me a bit with that i think lol

I have been thinking i may change the layout of my blog....maybe i will next time.

I.V's and Cat's!

I have booked my hair in for next Friday, I'm going to get my roots done but also going to have some blonde put in it as i didn't think there was enough in the last time it was done, i will get it cut as well but not sure by how much yet, will just find out when I'm there i guess.

I need to upload some new photo's, i have been taking some of Connor today and will take more over the weekend of what we get up to so i will upload them after that.

I'm on I.V's at the moment but its good because i have not been on them since the 21st July (i was thinking it was the 24th but wasn't) so its been a good 3 and a half months!!!
I'm on them 3 times a day, its a bit of a pain but i would much rather do them at home where i can be with Connor and Matt then have them in hospital where they cant see me every day.

We got our cat Tobias a new cat toy yesterday and she loves it, so does Connor! its a pink and furry tail thing on a ball on a stick....if anyone understands me lol i will take a photo this weekend and upload it.

Anyway I'm going to go now as I'm very tired, will upload photos soon.

One Step For Man Kind....

Connor is walking!!!!!

Wow, i am so happy he has taken his 1st steps on his own.
He took his 1st on Monday and now he can walk across our living room (mind you our living room isn't big lol) he is very uneasy on his feet still but it can only get batter now!
With him walking it will help me so much as i wont have to carry him to the car or around the house if i want him to go in another room with me.
He is also understanding lots of words, he knows what to do when i tell him he to close to the TV and he needs to sit down, he knows what you mean when you ask where his dummy is, he will go and get it and so many more :D


I'm going on some i.v's on Wednesday 5th, its not because I'm unwell or anything its just that i have a cough (hung around after my cold left!) that wont seem to go and i don't want it to turn in to anything around my birthday/Xmas/new year.
I'll be on home i.v's (already talked to my Dr about them) so at least i wont have to go in, not that they have any beds anyway lol yay
Don't know what my LF at the moment, will find out on Wednesday but i do know my weight as i went to liver clinic yesterday (all is well by the way) and i was 52kg!!!!!!!!!! HOW MUCH??? yes I'm fat......................................no wonder my size 8 jeans are getting to small for me lol

Bond...James Bond.... that's right I'm going to see the new James bond film on Saturday night so should be good, cant wait....hmmm he is very nice :P