Don't get married if you know whats good for you!
oh my god i keep getting so stressed out, if its not over one thing its over another, family's fighting me and Matt both sticking up for our sides and our parents adding people to the list to invite who we don't know......ARRRR!
I'm not even having a hen do because i just cant be bothered with it all, i don't really drink so don't want to go clubbing, do like spa days and all that cr*p, don't like pub crawls so that's a no and i hate all these hen do bits like 'L' plates and devil horns and stuff.
The only think i would prob do is go out for a meal and even then it wouldn't be very many people coz then it would turn in to that hen night everyone else has......and i wouldn't ever have a stripper!
But then again i might change my mind.....
Matt is going to London for his stag do, its all he has talked about, he don't care really about the wedding and hasn't done anything at all for it really its just all about his stag do, he is on the phone to his mates every day about it, grrr why do men have it so easy? i just wish he put as much in to the wedding as he is with the flipping stag do.
On another note i went to papworth yesterday after being off i.v's for 4 weeks and my weight is the same so that's some good news but my LF has dropped 7% from 44% to 37%! I'm really not happy about this as i have been working so hard to do all my pill and nebs and phyiso and it looks like its just for nothing, it feels like i have just been wasting my time.
The Dr didn't seem to bothered about it and said because i feel well in myself and are not really breathless that maybe it isn't a true % and that if I'm really not happy about it that i can come back in 2 weeks and see what its like then and if its the same or lower i can have some i.v's.
I would feel alot better having some just to get my LF back up and then maybe it will stay up now were getting out of the cold months and closer to summer!
Also if i start them on the 17th march i will be done by the last day of the month and then have April free and then I'm booked in to have some i.v's 3 weeks before the wedding so that I'm in tip top shape for it.
Also want to say a big get well soon to my friend Vic who is in hospital on her 4th week of i.v's, keep your chin up hun xxx