Its not fun to start with and even less with Connor, even tho he don't mean anything by messing around and banging it really isn't helping.
Yesterday Matt's mum had to come down and help out, i got a 2 hour nap out of it!
And today my mum has been down helping out altho she has gone home for an hour to put some washing on and should be back any min so i can have a bath as me and Matt and some friends are ment to be going out for a meal tonight for Matt's 25th birthday to moz but I'm really not feeling up to it but don't want to let him down as we don't get to go out much as we have Connor so i said i will come but if i don't feel well while were out we'll have to go home.
I think i have said before that i got Matt a long weekend away at center parcs this weekend from Friday to Monday, i really wanted to be well and have a good time...we'll have to see how that goes when i get back and blog about it.
I'm going back in hospital next Wednesday and I'm kinda looking forward to it (is that wrong?) as they have just re-opened the CF ward! they have been working on it since oct last year so it should be good. My friend who used to work at papworth told me she had a look at the ward before she left and said the TV are really big!
Connor is putting stuff out the cat flat....tut!
I'm having my nails done on Monday after we get back from center parcs, it will be the 1st time i have had them done in about 2 years. I'm getting them done for the wedding but want to get used to them again so having them done now. I'm also not having them done very long as i don't want them to look fake.
We have got a few more bits done for the wedding, the DJ is booked, picked what cake we want but cant order it till end of April as its from M&S, got the suits hired, booked a guy to do the photos and when I'm out of hospital or off i.v's I'm going to get the bridesmaids dresses and sort my hair and make-up and flowers but i may do them to moz while Connor is at school if i feel up to it.
Everyone keep saying i have to have a hen night, they wont drop it! I'm not sure i want one and if i did i wouldn't really want to do much as after looking after Connor all day I'm really tired so there is no way i would want to go clubbing or anything like that.
My mum said it might be coz I'm not feeling to well at the mo so i said i'll see how i feel once i have had some i.v's and then if i want a hen night we can sort something out.
I made a milkshake today........it didn't really turn out right lol so I'm going to have to look up how i make a thick one as I'm not in to thin ones.
I even put in a shot of that calgin (spelling) stuff that i got from the hospital to help with my weight but didn't end up drinking so that was a waste.
I was put on a new pill by my GP last Monday night so started taking it on the Tuesday and but the Thursday i was ill, feeling sick, tired, bad back ache and a few other things I'm not sure anyone really wants to know about! so i didn't take it yesterday or today and today I'm feeling alot better then i have been for the last few day so I'm happy about that the only down side is that i'll be on for our stay at center parcs grrr but I'm feeling better so that's the main thing.