Saturday, 4 July 2009

Im So Fat! (well fat for me)

I hate my shape, now i have put weight on (and still putting it on might i add!) I'm such an odd shape and i hate it i really do, nothing fits any more and i cant seem to find any jeans that will fit my short, skinny legs and my big preg looking belly!!!!!!!!!
I'm not normally a vain person at all, i have my back and have had it for years now so i don't care about that now (but still don't like it) i just hate my belly, i have always been a size 6-8 and now size 10 jeans are getting to small! i mean come on CF!!!!!!! please give me a break, we have all this other stuff to put up with and now you give me this too.

What brings this on i hear you ask, well i don't have any crop jeans or cropped combats and i want some for the summer so have been looking for ages and couldn't find any, well i for 2 pairs great ones today, one of each too and i get them home (there a size 10 by the way) and i just cant do them up. i even nearly cried over it, how silly is that.
I now have to go back to moz and change them for a size 12 but i will try them on in the shop this time!

I also got Connor a green lamp for his bedroom too today and i like its great, it is nearly the same as his green wall in his bedroom so i like it but Matt thinks it looks like a old person lamp as its just a plan lamp.

I have lost my cable to charge my camera so i cant put any photos on my laptop and i cant take any more! its really making me angry coz it was here a few weeks ago but not now.

We also got a new bin today as our old one died.........it was one of them push top ones (2nd one we have had) and Connor bust it (like the 1st) so today we got a pedal one so i hope he will leave this one be, i tell him its not a game but he don't seem to care he just thinks its a new toy for him.

I'm off to bed now as Connor was up at 5am today with a messy nappy and then wouldn't go back to sleep but at least i was up and ready to take my i.v's on time lol

4 comments:

Gemma said...

ah thats sucks about your belly. Is it bloatedness or actually weight? I used to get a horrible bloated belly, realised it was damn lactulose!

V_x said...

My belly is the same!! I mostly live in dresses and black tights that cover my belly.

BizzleBee said...

I know how you feel! Since restarting my feeding i'm been very annoyed about it mostly going to my belly. Last time i put on weight it went to my boobs and bum so that was much better. I'm trying to swim more in order to move it so i hope that does that trick. Otherwise its learning to dress differently!
xxx

Chantelle said...

i dont think its bloatedness as i drank the same coke as before so dont think its that, maybe its just from eating to much haha
im starting swimming too soon so that might help.
xx