Time fly's when your having fun....isn't that the saying? I'm not sure i have been having fun but time has been flying this last month, what with the wedding plans and being on i.v's for 3 weeks (end Friday) i just never seem to have a spare min to myself.
In 9 days i will be a married lady! that is scary, very scary but also its the start of something new, being a grown up in a way...but you would think having Connor would have made me grow up, don't get me wrong it did, alot. but this isn't the same i think the main thing that makes it more grown up is that i will be changing my name, it kind of feels like i wont be me anymore....I'm not sure that even makes sence but i think the scary bit is changing my name.
We want to get a morgae in the nest few years too so we have to start saving for a deposit now so we will have a good one and then when we have lived here for 5 years we can buy the place off the council so I'm looking forward to that.
everything is looking like things are starting to go our way for once!
In other news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My close friend Victoria got the call on Saturday night and got the gift of new lungs on Sunday morning!!!!! i got a text at around 5am from my friend Gemma telling me about it and i was so happy i screamed lol Matt tho there was something wrong! (i didn't get the text till around 8am when i woke up) I'm so proud of her, i was so worried while she was having the and even more so when she was still asleep before they woke her up! she is doing so well and like i say I'm just so happy for her, i talk to my mum about alot of my CF friends ( vic, gem and kay mainly) and she was so happy to hear about Victoria too!
Connor now is at pre-school Monday afternoons and Wednesday all day! he is growning up so fast! after the wedding is over with i need to start and sort out his 3rd birthday, plan and invite people and book a place or sort out a BBQ....still don't know what were going to do for him yet.
He hasn't been to well today, had a temp most of the day but the only good thing is that the wedding isn't till next week so he has a week to get better.
He looks sooooo sweet in his little pageboy suit!!!! i cant wait to see him next to Matt when they are both dressed up, going to look so cute!
I'm getting a spray tan done next week for the wedding! never had one before so fingers crossed i will look ok, if i don't then I'm screwed haha. *photos to come*
*To much on my mind to think how to spell sorry lol*
Showing posts with label Friends. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Friends. Show all posts
Wednesday, 19 May 2010
Sunday, 21 March 2010
Blog From Room 2
All my blog seemed to be is about me being ill these last few months lol
I came back in hospital on Friday for some i.v's and was meant to be going on on the Saturday, that's didn't go to plan when i had another turn on the i.v's, this time it was from Mero i.v. as gemma's words....evil i.v
so i got a temp over 40 and was so cold i couldn't stop shacking, they stripped me down and pulled my cover off and even put the air con on to cool me down! i wasn't happy at all as i was so cold to start with but they said if i didn't cool down then i could have a fit.
So i should be starting to have more i.v's on Monday and then they want to keep me till Wednesday to make sure everything is ok then i can go home and do the rest of the i.v's at home.
My friend Victoria had her 8th false call for a TX last night so that was really upsetting for me coz i just want her to get that new life so much, she is so strong and never shows that it has upset her or anything. it will be this year...it has to be.
9 weeks and 5 days till I'm a MRS! not long, there is so much i still need to do that we haven't sorted yet coz I'm not feeling gr8 but once I'm out of here i will get alot more done.
Connor came to see me today in hospital and we went out for lunch (with Matt, mum and dad too) i wont get to see him now till I'm home as he has pre-school on Mondays and Wednesday. i don't mind to much coz i know he don't like it here and gets bored easy so its not fair to keep him up here just for me.
When we came up here there was a note saying that we cant have flowers on the ward anymore :( Matt laughed and said it got him out of buying me them now! not that he did much before!
The new rooms are really nice, i'll have to get some photos before i leave. the toilet light just comes on when you open the door i love it! its all big and open, its gr8.
Going to go now but will blog again with what the next lot of i.v's are.
I came back in hospital on Friday for some i.v's and was meant to be going on on the Saturday, that's didn't go to plan when i had another turn on the i.v's, this time it was from Mero i.v. as gemma's words....evil i.v
so i got a temp over 40 and was so cold i couldn't stop shacking, they stripped me down and pulled my cover off and even put the air con on to cool me down! i wasn't happy at all as i was so cold to start with but they said if i didn't cool down then i could have a fit.
So i should be starting to have more i.v's on Monday and then they want to keep me till Wednesday to make sure everything is ok then i can go home and do the rest of the i.v's at home.
My friend Victoria had her 8th false call for a TX last night so that was really upsetting for me coz i just want her to get that new life so much, she is so strong and never shows that it has upset her or anything. it will be this year...it has to be.
9 weeks and 5 days till I'm a MRS! not long, there is so much i still need to do that we haven't sorted yet coz I'm not feeling gr8 but once I'm out of here i will get alot more done.
Connor came to see me today in hospital and we went out for lunch (with Matt, mum and dad too) i wont get to see him now till I'm home as he has pre-school on Mondays and Wednesday. i don't mind to much coz i know he don't like it here and gets bored easy so its not fair to keep him up here just for me.
When we came up here there was a note saying that we cant have flowers on the ward anymore :( Matt laughed and said it got him out of buying me them now! not that he did much before!
The new rooms are really nice, i'll have to get some photos before i leave. the toilet light just comes on when you open the door i love it! its all big and open, its gr8.
Going to go now but will blog again with what the next lot of i.v's are.
Thursday, 4 March 2010
S Is For Stress!
Don't get married if you know whats good for you!
oh my god i keep getting so stressed out, if its not over one thing its over another, family's fighting me and Matt both sticking up for our sides and our parents adding people to the list to invite who we don't know......ARRRR!
I'm not even having a hen do because i just cant be bothered with it all, i don't really drink so don't want to go clubbing, do like spa days and all that cr*p, don't like pub crawls so that's a no and i hate all these hen do bits like 'L' plates and devil horns and stuff.
The only think i would prob do is go out for a meal and even then it wouldn't be very many people coz then it would turn in to that hen night everyone else has......and i wouldn't ever have a stripper!
But then again i might change my mind.....
Matt is going to London for his stag do, its all he has talked about, he don't care really about the wedding and hasn't done anything at all for it really its just all about his stag do, he is on the phone to his mates every day about it, grrr why do men have it so easy? i just wish he put as much in to the wedding as he is with the flipping stag do.
On another note i went to papworth yesterday after being off i.v's for 4 weeks and my weight is the same so that's some good news but my LF has dropped 7% from 44% to 37%! I'm really not happy about this as i have been working so hard to do all my pill and nebs and phyiso and it looks like its just for nothing, it feels like i have just been wasting my time.
The Dr didn't seem to bothered about it and said because i feel well in myself and are not really breathless that maybe it isn't a true % and that if I'm really not happy about it that i can come back in 2 weeks and see what its like then and if its the same or lower i can have some i.v's.
I would feel alot better having some just to get my LF back up and then maybe it will stay up now were getting out of the cold months and closer to summer!
Also if i start them on the 17th march i will be done by the last day of the month and then have April free and then I'm booked in to have some i.v's 3 weeks before the wedding so that I'm in tip top shape for it.
Also want to say a big get well soon to my friend Vic who is in hospital on her 4th week of i.v's, keep your chin up hun xxx
oh my god i keep getting so stressed out, if its not over one thing its over another, family's fighting me and Matt both sticking up for our sides and our parents adding people to the list to invite who we don't know......ARRRR!
I'm not even having a hen do because i just cant be bothered with it all, i don't really drink so don't want to go clubbing, do like spa days and all that cr*p, don't like pub crawls so that's a no and i hate all these hen do bits like 'L' plates and devil horns and stuff.
The only think i would prob do is go out for a meal and even then it wouldn't be very many people coz then it would turn in to that hen night everyone else has......and i wouldn't ever have a stripper!
But then again i might change my mind.....
Matt is going to London for his stag do, its all he has talked about, he don't care really about the wedding and hasn't done anything at all for it really its just all about his stag do, he is on the phone to his mates every day about it, grrr why do men have it so easy? i just wish he put as much in to the wedding as he is with the flipping stag do.
On another note i went to papworth yesterday after being off i.v's for 4 weeks and my weight is the same so that's some good news but my LF has dropped 7% from 44% to 37%! I'm really not happy about this as i have been working so hard to do all my pill and nebs and phyiso and it looks like its just for nothing, it feels like i have just been wasting my time.
The Dr didn't seem to bothered about it and said because i feel well in myself and are not really breathless that maybe it isn't a true % and that if I'm really not happy about it that i can come back in 2 weeks and see what its like then and if its the same or lower i can have some i.v's.
I would feel alot better having some just to get my LF back up and then maybe it will stay up now were getting out of the cold months and closer to summer!
Also if i start them on the 17th march i will be done by the last day of the month and then have April free and then I'm booked in to have some i.v's 3 weeks before the wedding so that I'm in tip top shape for it.
Also want to say a big get well soon to my friend Vic who is in hospital on her 4th week of i.v's, keep your chin up hun xxx
Friday, 15 January 2010
Weekend Leave
I'm home from hospital now for the weekend, I'm so happy to be home with Matt and Connor and be able to eat!
Never been so happy to eat before.
I got a get well Teddy from Victoria while i was in too, i have never been so spoilt before while i have been in lol
Thank you Vic!!!!!!!!!!!
Some very said news to report on to, Jess who after waiting for over 4 years for new lungs got the called she needed at the last hour only for the wait to be to long for her. Jess passed away after fighting for nearly two weeks.
R.I.P Jessica xxx
Never been so happy to eat before.
I got a get well Teddy from Victoria while i was in too, i have never been so spoilt before while i have been in lol
Thank you Vic!!!!!!!!!!!
Some very said news to report on to, Jess who after waiting for over 4 years for new lungs got the called she needed at the last hour only for the wait to be to long for her. Jess passed away after fighting for nearly two weeks.
R.I.P Jessica xxx
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)