S Is For Stress!

Don't get married if you know whats good for you!
oh my god i keep getting so stressed out, if its not over one thing its over another, family's fighting me and Matt both sticking up for our sides and our parents adding people to the list to invite who we don't know......ARRRR!

I'm not even having a hen do because i just cant be bothered with it all, i don't really drink so don't want to go clubbing, do like spa days and all that cr*p, don't like pub crawls so that's a no and i hate all these hen do bits like 'L' plates and devil horns and stuff.
The only think i would prob do is go out for a meal and even then it wouldn't be very many people coz then it would turn in to that hen night everyone else has......and i wouldn't ever have a stripper!
But then again i might change my mind.....

Matt is going to London for his stag do, its all he has talked about, he don't care really about the wedding and hasn't done anything at all for it really its just all about his stag do, he is on the phone to his mates every day about it, grrr why do men have it so easy? i just wish he put as much in to the wedding as he is with the flipping stag do.

On another note i went to papworth yesterday after being off i.v's for 4 weeks and my weight is the same so that's some good news but my LF has dropped 7% from 44% to 37%! I'm really not happy about this as i have been working so hard to do all my pill and nebs and phyiso and it looks like its just for nothing, it feels like i have just been wasting my time.
The Dr didn't seem to bothered about it and said because i feel well in myself and are not really breathless that maybe it isn't a true % and that if I'm really not happy about it that i can come back in 2 weeks and see what its like then and if its the same or lower i can have some i.v's.
I would feel alot better having some just to get my LF back up and then maybe it will stay up now were getting out of the cold months and closer to summer!
Also if i start them on the 17th march i will be done by the last day of the month and then have April free and then I'm booked in to have some i.v's 3 weeks before the wedding so that I'm in tip top shape for it.

Also want to say a big get well soon to my friend Vic who is in hospital on her 4th week of i.v's, keep your chin up hun xxx

Back On i.v's

Had my annual review ( CF M.O.T) yesterday, it was such a long day and was made longer by having Connor there i think,
We set off at 7am to get there for 8am and had all the tests done and left at 4.15pm and got home at around 5.20pm so very long day with a 2 year old sat in one room for most of the day and it was so hot too.

My lungs are not being very nice to me this summer, my last LF was at 45% and that was 6 weeks ago and yesterday my LF was at 36%!!! so you can guess I'm not to happy about that at all...i had all the diff lung tests done yesterday and when the lady who did the tested showed me them as i waited for another test my LF was 39% on test that i had to blow and hold my breath for 8 sec and them breath out again but as that was not the normal one for my LF to be done on she had to take my LF off the normal test i do every 6 weeks so it is at 39% but there not looking at that...if you understand me lol I'm not sure if i have said that all right :D

My weight is down a bit at 54.4kg but I'm happy with it there so there wasn't much said about that, i said as long as it don't drop under 52kg then I'm happy.
They said it could have gone down to my chest not being right at the mo.

I have to really get back in to doing my nebs as this last week have really gone out the window!

Matt said he wants us to get wed in around 2 years! gives us time to save lol he wants his car 1st and wont use the money he has saved for the wedding lol, men!
So I'm going to have a look online at wedding stuff today just to get me thinking about what i would like, that kind of thing.